Worse Part of 2009 Life

Cool, i broke my world record that i didn't sleep for four days straight... during night of course nap not included cause not effective at all. Guess What? My school attendance reach to 70% if it goes anymore lower i no need to take exams.. Tough Day for me, my teacher actually called my parents yesterday, and they found out that i lied to them.. All the effort of tryin to make them change the impression of me have gone to waste.. to them now i might be a perfect liar.. so no matter what i say now is no use to them is an excuse.. four days leh... no sleep my body can't take it what can i do? nothing! those bugs just don't go don't they? whats the point of seeing doctor no use.. they just give me sleeping pills to deal me off.. i don't want to rely on medicine..
2 yrs ++ already... am going insane sooner or later.. my emotional control is getting more hard to control day by day.. so mental torturing... i wish i can move out to better enviroment and slp but i don't think my parents would allow i think they will just tie me to that house till am marry.. still got 1 yr ++ till am 21 not far not long but hard to will till that day.. i can wait but i don't think my mental can wait..

Yëar 2oo9 Goåls!!

Year 2oo9 Goals!!

Am aiming lots of stuff in year 2oo9 XD
- Live happily ever after with my boyfriend,
- Take good care of my face,
- Saving money for nitendo lite,
- Change my style of clothes
- Kick the habit of begin a lazy bum
- Buy 1 set of new item ( bag, clothes, pants/skirt, shoes)
just one set will do since i only once in awhile then doll myself up hahas.. oo.. money again!!

ßorëdnëss

My holidays starts on the 13th December and ends on 4th January. Time really fly so fast now my holiday is about to end in a week time.. My Business Communications Teacher gave us one booklet of homework, which you will feel "HIGH" about it.. and psst.. i haven't done yet.. how nice it is sobz... am so dead!.. hopes i still remember what he teach.. Another new year coming and my age going strike a new number from "1"9 to "2"0.. HOLY SHIT! aww.. i miss when i was younger.. & am still living happily ever after with my boyfriend hahas :)

New School Term!!

New term means new modules, this term am studying Business Communication & Principle of Marketing. This time starting lesson wasn't so stress like last time, lecturer somehow made the lesson so intresting and funny. XD But when i got my textbook, my thinking change instantly, this came to my head "BLOODY HELL!! HOW COME THE BOOK SO THICK!!" that was my Business Communication. *sobz* This term die also must go for sports and wellness lesson, if not the teacher might chop my head off =x Hope tomorrow will be a good day hahas.. nice timetable too, hope am able to cope with my BGR, Money, Family & my studies of course.. Its time to train how i cope with stuff if not i might get things mess up easliy for work in future XD..

Psst.. i lefted out something, i only mention how my day go for the starting of the holiday right? hehes.. i have something to share here :) This is during the holiday, i found my love one hehes :) tomorrow will be 1 mth hohohos.. nice 14th valentine falls on the 14th too XD Hope we can last forever :) Hmm, i might say that this is the best relationship i have hahas... Good night, have to go study my Principle of Marketing, that teacher already start since the first day of lesson >.<> wheeee =x Guess the next time i blog will be when? hahas..

Starting of boring Holiday..

Haven't been blogging since may.. I finally complete my first quarter in Simei ITE College East. This first quarter i took 2 subjects Business Fundamentals and Accounting Fundamentals.. Wheee finally finish them. WHAHAHAHAHAHA!! But next term, got worse nightmare.. HOLY!!

Don't intend to get a job, until i have complete my 2 years studies XD so no choice have to rot at home.. Haizzz... Wish me luck..!

Crazy Computer

Holy!!! my computer kinda sot.. Everyday gives me the creeps that it might go ka-boom any moment.. T^T Hope dad can get us a new computer XD but i think that is a fat hope..

Ahhh!!! Lately am going insane again, doing accounting homework till late night. Then, the following day no energy to study. But this is just only the begginning... 1 more month to go to my precious holiday.. Now i know why some people treat holiday like heaven.. Cause when you really put in the effort to study or work, you would really like a nice rest to chill yourself up. So.. this coming holiday what job should i find.. Maybe something about retail.. but hope they won't ask me to buy things as uniform.. Cause am BROKE! Yesterday, my section head gave our class a lesson on business funamentals, cool within 5 mins he run through 5 units and i get the point instant.. but my other business fundamentals teacher taught like one page 1 - 2 hours lol.. see the different and yet i don't know what is he teaching!! He trying to build the base before going into the topic but i can't really hear what he was trying to say.. @@